Rotten

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I bit into the fruit, Through the flesh.

The juice was rotten, I confess.

Another habbit, over obsessed,

A childhood love thing

I won't forget

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Searching

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I've been wondering in circles

only to end up at the start

I've been lost in your eyes too many times

and now you've left me in the dark

You said you always loved me

You said it from the start

but as our time spirals away

I still don't claim your heart

Cos I'm still searching for you

Cos I'm still reaching for you

Because I'm still crying, lying, dying..

Just to be with you

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Facebook

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I have now set up myself a little facebook page so I can directly feed people onto my blogger rather than wait for people to stumble upon it! I'm hoping now I'll start getting bits of feedback and comments. I plan on continuing to post up all my work so far and then I will start posting once a day and feeding it onto facebook as it comes to me!

blah blah blah blah blah

BACK TO POSTING WORK!

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Game

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You make everything a game
The mask your wearing
The love I'm hiding
The tears running down his face
But not today
I don't think I can hide it
Not when inside I want to turn away
The pain you caused
The fear you saw
The rain that everyday would fall
I don't want your lie anymore
It gameover
I'm with him now..
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No Words

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I'm sitting
Just sitting here
No words to say no emotions to scream
Just a blank canvas staring to space
An empty playing field
A cardless deck
My mind sits with me trying to resuscitate my heart
But nothing stirs within
My soul truely flattened
And i have no words to say
No words..

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Desire

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Can't you see me?
Are the shadows too dim
I've been waiting so long
And now the curtains of fate blind you
Live for now and not for tomorrow
Hold me tight like you once did
All I know is here and now
And thats all I wish to speak
Do you not see me with my out stretched arms
Theyre reaching eternally for you
All I want and all I desire
Is here and now and you
In my arms this hour...

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Clensed

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The cold hard depression that ran through my viens,
The source of all my pain,
Years of torture and deciet,
Years knowing no good will come,

But finally my pain has gone,
Now all that remains is me,
The cold beat of my heart,
The harsh cut of my blade,
My nerve and passion is gone,

You left me with nothing to have or spend,
Alone in denile i wept,
But like water washing me i lost the pain,
Now i feel nothing,

Centeries can now pass in my mind,
But i'll never forgive and forget,
I've lost the pain but passion was lost too,
And now i'm too far beyond caring,

I need nothing now in my heart,
No being, no creature can make me whole,
The will to be reawoken can nolonger stand,
As no magic or faith can revive me,

So the end has come,
Never will i feel anything new,
I will be lost in this puddle of darkness,
Stained by the blood that was taken.

So were my words so many days ago
When my truth was my own lie
And so i would never forgive and forget
But forgiven and forgotten were thy crimes

I'll say this now or never rest
This emptiness was from my own creation
I laugh and i lie, i point my finger to you
But i know you're all I could love and remember

My sins and my torment
They were never meant to sting this much
My love it was meant to be so good
But i feel i have created nothing but dark

So i created that which i thought would never have came
A feeling so new and so bold
Self forgiveness and no more self sorrow
I lie clensed and happy to just know you

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Vengence

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Coldness shivering
Weaving in through the warmth
Like darkness spreading
Devistating the light
I take my steps into your life
And you crumble beneath me
And all my strife

The blood, the victims
My anger and wrath
You thought you could stop me
Cried while i laughed
The anger so strong
The tears just to weak
My life is your vengence
Your life is at my feet

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Can't Escape

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She whispers in my nightmares
Her long dark shining hair wraps round my mind
She pulls me in from her evolving darkness
She drinks my dreams as I fall
Her body tall white and slender
Tainted with dark sleek silk
She drapes her body with scared faces
And baths in their agony
Her black long nails reach out to me
Drawing horror like blood from a scar
I can't escape her longing hatred
And she can't escape from me

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Your Words

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Your words
The contradiction
Your feelings
My addiction
You’re crawling
For self perfection
And hiding
In this illusion
And now waiting
For nights final call

When you scream
The night’s beasts dance with glee
When you suffer
Heavens angels are set free
When you’re in pain
When you’re falling behind
When you’re lost
You’re on neither side

Your smile
My sanitation
Your laugh
Our revulsion
My words
Your revelation
The screaming
Our reservation
The bleeding
When we, watch, you DIE

When you scream
The night’s beasts dance with glee
When you suffer
Heavens angels are set free
When you’re in pain
When you’re falling behind
When you’re lost
You’re on neither side

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Genesis

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Tear open my soul
Let the story unwind
Draw long lost treasures
The things i once left behind
Turn over another page
Wonder deeply into my mind
Write another legend
A story of a kind

Genesis, gensis
the coming of my being
Genesis, genesis
the road we hath to walk

Long and ever winding
You split open my back
Pull out long lost wording
Freeze time in my world
Read my ever feelings
Try and analyse my soul
A life you'll never tread on
A life you've never known

Genesis, genesis
the coming of my being
Genesis, genesis
the road you hath to unwind..

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